@Buffet99 it's the last time writing to you. I choose not a private message as usual, but a public one on the hub where you have been searching frequently, and since now your home will not welcome me anymore..
We have vaguely been lost in the midst of hustle and bustle of life, our own concerns. Sometimes, complicated living grip and squeeze us...like the tentacles of an octopus. However, all I need is there's somebody who truly is willing to stand by my side during those hard time. I die every time you walk away and leave me alone. I am afraid of the darkness, my demons and voices saying nothing's gonna be fine with me, with us. Lost trust 21 grams of soul, all the sanity I ever owned gone...maybe it harms you and makes you become tired with me.
People often say: after love is break-up, so after the break-up is what? Time drifts away, sweeps out memories. However, I never hope you come back after this, just want you to consider the ideas..and change for the goodness. Hope that you will achieve all things you want in future. Now, there's no one waiting for you to come back anymore. Goodbye