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Pretty good. I made some adjustments to make it sound more naturalI'm also at an age where there are many reasons why I haven't found a significant other yet. Typically, if I were to share this story online, people might speculate that it's because I'm unattractive, socially awkward, not serious about my studies, or a thousand other negative thoughts 🤢.
But I have this destructive thought, unsure if I should call it destructive or just self-aware 😞. In general, it's very self-conscious.
I was born into a normal family, did well in school, and my career is on track. Everything is normal, my mindset is somewhat outdated. Being the oldest, I take care of everything at home, looking after my siblings, taking on household responsibilities, helping my parents. In short, I'm someone who overthinks everything, worries excessively, and feels older than my age. Early exposure to the internet shaped the thoughts I have today.
The main issue here is that whenever someone shows interest in me (directly or through friends), I become extremely afraid and insecure about them. Despite my personal achievements and where I am today, I often feel inferior to them, even though I may be doing just as well or better.
But their background is much better than mine, and I'm extremely self-conscious, afraid, like a psychological complex. I don't understand why. So, I try to create a barrier around myself so they can't approach me, even if I like themI don't understand what's wrong with me. I always feel like they're on a different level and I can never reach them. It's a very frustrating feeling, like being stuck.
I'm at an age where there are plenty of reasons why I haven't found a significant other yet. If I shared this online, people might speculate it's because I'm unattractive, socially awkward, not serious about my studies, or any number of other negative things.
But I have this thought—I'm not sure if I should call it destructive or just self-aware. Overall, it's very self-conscious.
I was born into a typical family, did well in school, and my career is on track. Everything is pretty normal, but my mindset is a bit outdated. As the oldest, I take care of everything at home: looking after my siblings, handling household responsibilities, and helping my parents. Basically, I'm someone who overthinks everything, worries excessively, and feels older than my age. Early exposure to the internet shaped the thoughts I have today.
The main issue is that whenever someone shows interest in me (directly or through friends), I get extremely afraid and insecure. Despite my personal achievements and where I am today, I often feel inferior to them, even if I might be doing just as well or better.
Their background is often much better than mine, and I'm extremely self-conscious, like I have a psychological complex. I don't understand why. So, I create a barrier around myself so they can't approach me. Even if I like them, I can't figure out what's wrong with me. I always feel like they're on a different level and I can never reach them. It's a very frustrating feeling, like being stuck.
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